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Monday, January 19, 2009

Crybaby.

I like to think I am a person who rarely cries- but maybe once and at most twice a year. I don't know why- as a child I just thought it was so "weak" to cry and so I made myself not. However, when I do cry it is hard to stop. Today I have been moody....I have been super irritated to the point I sent a not very kind email to my professor and now I am so sad I can't stop crying....the reason for this....my sweetheart is headed back to Idaho and I won't see him for another 2 weeks....oh it is so painful. I didn't have this problem last week. Why this is any different is beyond me.....other than it being 2 weeks of not seeing my love instead of just one week....my heart hurts for him....I love him so much.....so my advice to all you readers out there....don't do long distance relationships...it sux! Especially when the reason you have to be separated is due to a program I was supposed to be done with last semester and can't even find a job with the M.S. that I will be receiving from it when I am done....I love my husband and miss him so much and I can't stop crying!!!!!

4 comments:

katie said...

Hey Sarah, hope you have a better day tomorrow. I hate it when Jared goes on business trips...and he's usually only gone for a few days. It stinks being away from the love of your life. And don't worry about the crying thing. I cry all the time and usually about nothing. Love ya.

Emily said...

I'm so sad for you and Andy. I'd go crazy without Will for two weeks. Good luck and know that I cry all the time these days.

bethany.j said...

gosh that's the worst- when you can't stop crying. then again, sometimes you just gotta get it out. and it feels so good. but still so sad. whenever i leave town for a few days (like for a wedding or something), i seriously bawl my eyes out every time because i don't want to leave casey. i don't think i'm cut out for lone travel. so did you get to spend the weekend with andy? that is so great. i'm so sorry he had to leave again today. :(

Katie said...

Aw, Sarah! You'll be ok! I know it's hard... maybe just do things you wouldn't normally do if he was home, Like watch chick flicks you never got a chance to watch before or something... anything to make it seem faster, right??? It's so hard though... I know I hate when Dean leaves... even when it's just to go to work! I feel for you!