Feeling like the Grinch or Scrooge...

I am not really in the mood for Christmas this year...crazy right? I am having to force myself to do my tradition of baked goods and Christmas doughnuts...I am not even decorating....I bought myself my Christmas present and we got the last of Andy's this weekend....but then I keep giving them too him....so we won't be opening any presents on Christmas either....usually I am so excited, but this year I just kind of want to save money and pay off debts...losing weight would be nice too....kind of hard to do if I am baking because I have to taste it all to make sure it isn't poisoned ;).....I have Andy play taste tester too...he gets tired though...tooo much sugar....